

It’s hard to
imagine
A day go by without the sweet O
In the back of my mind
Is this what
I’ve been searching
Is this what I’ve been looking for
I’m falling down
In this hole
Never felt so good
To be alone
There is no pain
In this room
I’ll self medicate
Till I fade away
Never thought
how far this would go
Never thought who would tag along
I’m falling down
In this hole
Never felt so good
To be alone
I’m falling down
I’m falling down
I’m falling down
Die……………………………..
Intimidate me
so you think
Intimidate me then you push
Intimidate mo so you think
Intimidate me then I push
Intimidate me
so you think
I’m not the one that’s so insecure that
I need the crutch of judging others
Come on point your finger
Then I’ll turn back at you
Break it right in front of you
No I’m not your
brother
I am the other
Here’s my message
Here’s my message to you
No I don’t feel you
At the cross
roads
Will you meet me there
Will you hold my hand
Will you tell me to not fear
Then I’ll laugh
When God judges you
I’ll stand right there, right there in front of you
Then I’ll know that my mission is
Complete…………………….
I hate you (You
will be judged)
I don’t want you (You will be judged)
Just
Die…………………………….
Did you hear
my message
Was my message clear
Don’t you fear my message
Because here’s my message
Move to the front
Move
Succumb to the
front
You move
You groove
You loose
You move to the front
You move
You lose
Move to the front
(Can’t you see
that you lose here)
The money
The cars
The lies
You move to the front
You move
You lose
Succumb to the
front
You move
You groove
You loose
You move to the front
You move
You lose
Move to the front
The shirts
The shoes
The Dues
You move to the front
You move
You lose
You embarrass
us all
With your tactics
And delusions of grandeur
Your touch
So cold all these years
Of indifference
Comfort is not what I feel with you
I wish I did
What about security
You can shove it up your ass
What owns you posses you
I don’t want that
So run until
you find it
Tell me what you got
Tell me what you have now (To break me)
Perfect strangers
With fake hugs
Is it what you imagined
Selling out to the new family
Are you really my blood
Not everything is material
I’m a loser,
a punk, and fraud
You’re the winning because you want everything
I know that things may change
But I’m so afraid
So afraid of
this relationship
Because time after time you’ve lied
You’ve lied
You’re never
satisfied
You’re never satisfied
You’re never satisfied
Well you left me
When I needed you the most
God dropped this bomb
When I was so young
Here I am all alone
No guidance because your gone
So I work hard
In his memory
But my past always
Keeps up with me
How am I supposed to be
Strong enough for this responsibility
With out you well I’m sore to
When all I want is to feel you
Can you see me
now
Are you proud now
Can you see me now
Are you proud of your son now
Shamed………………………
Ashamed of me you are
Shunned by my own blood
Pushed aside like garbage
Who am I but an Image of your love
A by product of your love
Yet I have no invitation no clearance
Because the man never loved you
I’ve been shamed
Right here in this room
I’ve been shamed by you
Bring him down
Bring him down to step up to the proud
Perhaps it’s easier to hide
Then it is to hate
Keep on speaking through your teeth
I’m not missing a thing
Never ever fear
I am always hear
Darling never ever fear
Sick of this place I want out of this place
When the smoke clears
You will see my hand
Reaching for you
Wanting to embrace you
Just take my hand
Without shame or regret
Just take my hand and forget
Just forget
Just forget
Just forget
I’m looking at you
Disgusted by you
The way you live your life
The way you don’t even try
So you say you want to be loved
You want love and to be free
Take what you want take what you will
You want every thing
So you suffering just to live this way
Can’t step back just to break free
Warm tears slide down your check at night
Anger brews in you with every fight
And I tolerate
Your decisions
Your prison
Your ignorance
Am I crazy, dumb, or blind
So you say you want something more
To open up and to give your all
Take what you get
Take what you can
Now you have nothing
It sickens me
To watch what he has done to you
It makes me sick
To watch what you have done to you
It sickens me
To watch what you have done to you
It makes me sick
It makes me sick
Fuck your opinion
I’ll Fuckin break it